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January 31, 2010

I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO GET STARTED.


is it safe to say i'm totally doomed this whole week? :/

We have a Long Test in AA...report in CLE...And then i have to at least begin my crtique paper which might take years for me to finish cause idkwthtowriteatthedamnpaper!!! D= -sigh- sometimes when i wake up, i wish not to wake up. (WUT?!) hhahaha. That's me talking rubbish again.

Anyways. My mom and i were supposed to go Tagaytay today to fetch some people buuuut. CHANGE OF PLANS. It seems they've found a new ride and they won't need us anymore. GG. And i was so excited to go too. Psssh. To hell with Tagaytay. Staying at home and just doing nothing is the best!


Oh. On second thought...it isn't.


Cause contrary to what i said...I HAVE LOTS OF THINGS TO DO. Cry.Cry.Cry.
Bummer. Sunday and i still hafta finish school stuff.
DANG! I can't wait to graduate! I bet it'll make life easier! (i think?)


Moving on with life...
vye!:D


P.S. HOTNESS OVERLOAD:)




January 30, 2010




YES. THEY SO ARE :))


Anywho. The stress is coming back to me. Too much procrastination is really never good for anyone's health. -sigh- In the end, i didn't get to even start my Crtique Paper :( Sad but i blame it all on me. BUT!!! I didn't ignore or neglect it on purpose! I really forgot and...well, i didn't have the POWER to overcome my inner devil D: Forgive me, Lord for succumbing to my obsessions~ T_T

-sigh- I want a cotton candy now. I want cinnamon too. I want to go and do noraebang. I want...to fly to somewhere near YOU. :") LALALALA. Was that random? Nah. I'm just crazy. I'm not even sure how a mentally disabled person like me is studying in some private school. -____- If i had the chance, i'd prolly have home-schooling instead actually. D: cause dang. School sucks. It sucks more than anything in the world. I think i only attend school for my friends. ._. However, this should not be an excuse for me to fail. I don't like failing so i'll prolly still do my best at school despite the harsh treatment to us student. (HARSH as in gazillions of things to do.) -sigh- i wish someone could invent a robot thingimajiggers who'd study for us. That'd be the greatest thing ever created...altho that might just stay as a dream for a complaining student like moi. D=
So much for school being suckish...Here is my WISH LIST! Since i'm into fashion, ive searched high and low for sites like zipia :D And thank heavens cause they showcased some of the clothing lines i absolutely adore! CHECK THEM OUT!

^ one sweater CL wore on a performance :) ME LIKEY!
^STARS OwO fashionable and comfy:3


^ HER WHOLE GET-UP!!!

^Just wow :)

^ the shirt is a masterpiece. i'll surely get my hands on that someday :]

Anyway. I'll go byebye now! GOODNIGHT WORLD! :)))) I'M OUT!

(cause my mom's nagging on me again. Uggg. nothing new about that but it really pisses me off like hell sometimes.)


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You mean what do i DO on my free time? :)

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D: Mygod. i thought my internet would die on me today!!! Weeew. Glad it didn't though cause then it would be the worst day of my life! I still have loads to do and i need the internet to do all of 'em...

LOLS. When i opened BB thread this morning, about 4 pages were added from last night! WOOT! And my hubby's hair is now shorter! OwO And someone's really been working out, i see cause he had those huge guns! :)) Ack. Him wearing sleeveless shirts is like enough to sustain me life throughout the day XD Hahaha.

Anyways. I won't spazz for the meantime cause yeaaah. SCHOOLSCHOOLSCHOOL. Why the fck did someone invent smething as horrible as school anyway? :( Blah-blah-blah.

Woot! Am still giddy about BB is back bein on #2 at twitter yesterday btw! :))

"Always waiting for you, all day I pray for you...Ooh~ Ooh."

January 29, 2010

I have officially done a total number of 16 refreshings as of 11:35 PM, january 29, 2010 at the Big Bang Thread in Soompi :3 WOOT! I'm on a roll, baby!

and OMG. 240+ are viewing the BB thread as of...now! OwO That's a freaking new record!!!


Okay. they're all so sexy in white! Man, i'd kill to get in one of their concerts! REALLY! :) And omigosh. The hens here are already cuckooing O.O IHAFTASLEEPNOWS!

Byebye!

I need daesung's cotton candy!!!

he entered on a wire-thingimajigers said someone!!! and omfg! there was a cotton candy machine on stage she/he....or IT said!!! OwO Isn't that sooooooooo a-freakin-mazing!!! The organizer was a genius! Now, if only i cud fly to Korea and get me some :3



Awww.

FCK. No Lollipop :/

Anyway.




they did a parody for 2 days and 1 night!...err...or was it 1 day and 2 nights??? =O IHAVENOIDEAISUCK. But anyway! *flails in front of the computer* I want to hear TOP's solo already!!!






Ugh. I'm getting really impatient i cud BANG my head on the wall already! (no pun intended really.)

Aish.


OMFFFFFFFFFG!!!!!!!!!!!!


FIRST FANPIC FROM THE CONCERT:



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TWENTY-NINE!


Don't you just love Fridays? :) Ahhh. If 2pm is the HOTTEST TIME OF THE DAY then FRIDAY'S GOTTA BE THE HOTTEST DAY OF THE WEEK :"> :)) Although, i can't really say i'm completely ecstatic cause i'm burdened with loads of homework...-le sigh- well, Nothing new about that, i guess. :)


Anyway...D-DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


BIG SHOW TONIGHT! :DDDDDDDDDDDD


Actually, it has started for like 3 hours ago already, yet there are currently:


0 FANCAMS


and


0 FANPICS


O_______________O




And i'm really dying now cause if i dont get to see any fancam before i sleep...uhh...well, i'd be really really really sad D: And and i'd diiiieeee D:


Oh speaking of dying...i'm already sleepy -o-

Hahahaha. (readers: OMGLOLWUT?!) ACK! i need to stay awake! *slaps myself* i won't sleep unless i get mi hands on some clips or even just audio stuff from Big Show ><>


VIPs were amazing this time btw :) Proof?


BIGBANGISBACK MADE IT TO THE 2ND SPOT AT THE TRENDING TOPICS AT TWITTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))) And yeah yeah ;D i was one of those who bombarded the site with lots of BB blabbings, etc. WTH. I loved the feeling!
You know, vips coming together as one~ It's most rare to see that nowadays cause BB was kinda inactive for the past months but BOY, the fans effin ROCK! WOOT!
Sooo then!
I'll go on w/ my stalking and hopefully, get what i want XD
Ciao~
P.s. OMG. A reliable source said that Baby cried at the concert!!! :O omomomomo!


January 28, 2010

We're Dope!

THIS DAY IS DOPE, MAHN!!! :))))

ilovelove 4ne1 + tamtam! ;D Haha.
It was a crazy afternoon with Gedis, Nhage, Karisse and Gedis.
REALLY CRAZY...AND DOOOOOPE! :]

January 27, 2010


At Tagaytay :) FAM! With Mami Kat taking the piccie.
Something i treasure.



I love pictures.

FML.


Have you felt so helpless before? When it's like you can't do anything anymore and you're just waiting to be thrown out the window? When it seems like the world is against you and all you could do is just stay still because you know nothing can ever change what's already goin to happen? Like...anything you intend to do won't work...and in the end, all you can blame is yourself.

Isn't it a sad feeling?

I've hurt myself. Countless of times, in fact. But i never learned. I'm so miserable i could volunteer myself to be sucked in a black hole or smething...yet i keep committing the same mistake all over again. I know i'm not afraid to do what's best. So what's taking me so long to finally turn over a new leaf?

All these shit because of the emotional stress i've been feeling lately. School...family...friends...I think i think too much.

But what do i do...when my mind chooses to debate about those petty things and makes them more...complicated? : I wish i could just turn it off even for just a while. I wish i won't feel anything anymore...

If living life would feel like this, i don't think i should continue on.

January 24, 2010

To Perfectly End The Day...

My man's bringing sexy back :* :))
"shhhhe's gone yeah. I love you, girl!"

FUSION :D

I woke up at about 7 am or smething.
My mom was yelling at me as always. -__- She was goin on about me being a slowpoke...about getting ready so that we cud go to trinoma early :/ Ladidahhhh. She wanted me to get my butt off my bed...err...couch, i mean, (cause i chose to sleep at the couch last night) asap! But you see, i'm no early-riser. In fact, if given a chance, i think i'd choose to sleep for the whole day. I mean...i need to grow! D: Plus, i lack sleep due to my fanfic reading escapades (HOHO.) but chyyyeaah. After a few more scolding from my mom, I came to accept the fact that it was urgent that i leave slumberland cause MY OUTFIT FOR THE DANCE WAS STILL INCOMPLETE. :( Yup... I actually---------------------------------*@&*!!!!?!

FCK. A fckng cockroach jus fckng
walked over my foot!!! DX EWW TIMES 100000...!!!
Urgh. I thought something tickled me and then there it was. SHITTTTT!

Anywaaaaay, (Oh. from here on, the cockroach is already dead. Thanks to my brilliant murdering skills and my rubber slippers. Woohoo.) so i got ready and chose to wear my new shorts. Not cause i want to dress to impress the boys (cause that's just EWW. I'm not that kinda girllll) but cause all my jeans were in the laundry. I was really pissed that i was sulking althroughout the ride. But i got no choice :(( Continuing... Izza and AJ went with us. Poor tiny kid and long teenage boy cause they had to endure my slow pace at shopping. Kkkk~

After about 2 hours of walking around in Landmark, i haven't chosen what to buy yet. :)) HAHA. My mom looked like she was about to pull all the strands of my hair out in annoyance because of it XD AJ looked regretful that he even came with us and Izza...well...she's still a baby so she doesn't really care. But boy, when we finally had our lunch the kid finished the spaghetti all by herself! :O And believe me, that's kinda rare to see cause she doesn't eat as much as babies her age do. She must be super tired then. LOLS. My mom kept throwing me glares and was lecturing me about being choosy, etc. BUT IT'S NOT MY FAULT. The clothes i want are always either free sizes (meaning too big for me) or reaaally expensive. : Unfair, no? -sigh- and mind you, my feet were hurting too and i really wanted to finish buying a damn top!!!

-____-

Well, frustrations aside, let's talk about what i ate at McDo :))

...
...
...

WHAT?

I love McDo! And i reeeeeally love the chicken sandwich they sell there...the 50 pesos value meal thingamajiggers. YUM---MMY! ;D It's the food i always order. haha. And i never get tired of eating it. I'd want to have a house full of the delicious grub and just eat it for the rest of my life! :) So yeah. I wanted fries and sundae too so i went back to the counter. LOLS. I just love eating! Especially these unhealthy addictive junk foods! :P So i'll die early, what about it? :P I don't care eh-eh-eh-eh-eh~ (no pun intended.)

To end our sufferings, i was forced to buy from Wrangler. Honestly, i don't really like the blouse...it was gray and well, formal in some way but wth i wanna end the torture already. 'Better to have something than nothing'. It costs way too much though. A friggin 700 pesos was charged from us because of that simple blouse. But i saw that my mom wanted to go home already...

BLOUSE? check!

Accessories? :D

My mom pulled me to this part of the dept. store and chose bangles for me. I just nodded away and agreed to whatever she said. She fed me anyway so i think it's fair i listen to her, right? :)

And then we went home...

January 21, 2010

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LET'S GO RED TEAM. LET'S GO!

"FEEL THE HEAAAAT~ FEEL THE REDIATION!!!!"

Sportsfest 2010, baby. and like, finally, i get to experience how it feels like to be a red team member :)) haha. it's a shame though that i won't get to have a blue shirt cause this'll be my last sportsfest in my school. : =(( i feel sad just thinking about it...why does college life have to arrive so soon? D: Anywho. AHEMAHEM. Ugh. My throat was like harassed throughout the day. Just imagine. Gedis and I have been yelling from the top of our lungs for hours :O NO JOKE. It really is hard work to cheer for your team. And to hell with cheering...there was this one time when we're like only 5 who were cheering for the volleyball team. O.O and the opposing team had like 40 plus or smething. I didn't know how we ever got heard when our voices were only squeaks compared to the united voices of those number of students. :/ Hm. Hard work pays off though ;]] We won that game. HOLYSWEETMOSES WE DID :)))))) I really wanted to do the "HAH! IN YOUR FACE!" kind of dance but i remembered we were outnumbered XD So yeaaah. And the day went by. Shout here and there. To the basketball game, to the badminton game and then to the swimming competition...It was even a miracle how we ended up alive after all that. :D We had fun fun fun. I LOVE REDIATION ;D we're oozing with hotness, mannggggg. :P


Oops. I think i have to rest naaw.
Major shouting gonna happen
tomorrow. Cuz the cheerleading
competition would come up.
Aww:* GO RED!


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