CAN'T MOVE ON.

reading too many fics...
who says it's a negative thing?
HECK. i'd rather be at home in front of the computer
reading all those good fics than doing anything at all! :D

First...
it was CONSEQUENCES OF FEELINGS...

then...
CONVERSATIONS BETWEEN US...
(April Loves Black Coffee)

and then...
WELCOME TO THE UNDERWORLD...
(Paris is Worth It)

now here comes...
THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS...
(J Is Looking For J)

the last three all includes GANGS.
and though im friggin freaked out just by that word,
i effin loved ALL THOSE FICS. :))))
there was never a time that i thought i wasted
my time for reading those fics up until late midnight.
id do it anytime...:) Ahhh~

“Fcuk you, Jaewon. Fcuk you.” Jay walked to him, then around him, and headed for the door.

The familiar pull on her wrist stopped her from opening the door. Those fingers around her wrist – fingers she didn’t want to be holding her… why did they feel so perfect against the folds of her skin? Why couldn’t she hide these facts from herself and dismiss them the way he easily dismissed her?

Though it was Jaewon who stopped her, it was she who spoke first. “Fine, we weren’t together. But tell me, Jaewon. Would you go so far as to say there was nothing between us? Because you’re the one holding my hand.”

She spun around to face him just as he let go.

“Was there nothing when you let me ride your bike when you wouldn’t let any other girl? Was there nothing when you made me steal a goddamn fruit? Was there nothing when we fcukin kissed in the fcukin rain?”

Jay felt more drunk than she’d ever been in her life. The coldness of the vodka was seeping into her skin.

“There was something.” His voice was soft, but steely.

“What?”

“That.”

…

“That made me drag you here, into a bath room, just so I don’t have to see you hanging off another guy. That made me break my only promise to my mother. That is making me go fcukin crazy.”

Jay scoffed. “Crazy enough to kiss another girl.”

“When the person I want to kiss is you.”

^ wasn't that just awesomely written? :D