BEST AUTHORS

okay. so i was browsing thru Miss Annie's blog
(the author of The Pursuit Of happiness) and i
happen to come across this familiar name: ROZEFIRE.

And then, it all came back to me.

This ROZEFIRE is the author who had me addicted
with her fics in the past!!! A GENIUS!
Omg.
I couldn't get over the fact that two authors i love
the most know each other xDDDDD
AIGOO~

Okay. So...yeah. Ive finished the latest chpters for
THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS
and...gosh. i had just finished reading another
awesome awesome fic!!!!

I'M ON A ROLL >:D

It's title is: A Drifter's Paradise.

The genre is quite interestign cause it included
fantasy :) Something quite new in the soompi
threads.

The author is simply amazing.
how she came up with her 'own world'...
and how she affected hundreds of us as she
took us in it with her<3

Ahh~ I esp loved the interactions bet
Rex and Jade :))) Yeah.
Like i said, i love reading abt bickering couples
and these two are jus adorable at it<3
Hahahaha. I was laughing at most parts
and i don't usually laugh 'ALOUD' when reading...
but yeah. ADP changed that in me, i guess :D

At the same time, it brought reality to me.
Jade is actually dead.

In fact, the setting of the fic is in HELL.
And somehow, the scenes actually portrays
the world we have today that it just gives off
a wonderful feeling...
Like you're learning while you're entertained.

I friggin love the twists and OMG.
Rex is the Sex. :))))))

Until then....



"Silly girl, you aren't starring in some fairytale you know."

im updating quite fast these days xD
pssh. it's not like it's a bad thing though right?

anyway. #YayGD on twitter's TT just a while back!
WOOT! :)))) Awesome iVIPS bombarded wif
creative tweets<3 Yuh. FCK OFF Justin Beiber gay dude! :PP

WOOT! and though im quite sick today~
look what i just created! :D

Yeay xD I kinda scaled down the size cause it's too huge.

but w/e. IT'S OUR FREE PAGE IN OUR YEARBOOK!

i finally finished it. weeew. :)

CAN'T MOVE ON.

reading too many fics...
who says it's a negative thing?
HECK. i'd rather be at home in front of the computer
reading all those good fics than doing anything at all! :D

First...
it was CONSEQUENCES OF FEELINGS...

then...
CONVERSATIONS BETWEEN US...
(April Loves Black Coffee)

and then...
WELCOME TO THE UNDERWORLD...
(Paris is Worth It)

now here comes...
THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS...
(J Is Looking For J)

the last three all includes GANGS.
and though im friggin freaked out just by that word,
i effin loved ALL THOSE FICS. :))))
there was never a time that i thought i wasted
my time for reading those fics up until late midnight.
id do it anytime...:) Ahhh~

“Fcuk you, Jaewon. Fcuk you.” Jay walked to him, then around him, and headed for the door.

The familiar pull on her wrist stopped her from opening the door. Those fingers around her wrist – fingers she didn’t want to be holding her… why did they feel so perfect against the folds of her skin? Why couldn’t she hide these facts from herself and dismiss them the way he easily dismissed her?

Though it was Jaewon who stopped her, it was she who spoke first. “Fine, we weren’t together. But tell me, Jaewon. Would you go so far as to say there was nothing between us? Because you’re the one holding my hand.”

She spun around to face him just as he let go.

“Was there nothing when you let me ride your bike when you wouldn’t let any other girl? Was there nothing when you made me steal a goddamn fruit? Was there nothing when we fcukin kissed in the fcukin rain?”

Jay felt more drunk than she’d ever been in her life. The coldness of the vodka was seeping into her skin.

“There was something.” His voice was soft, but steely.

“What?”

“That.”

…

“That made me drag you here, into a bath room, just so I don’t have to see you hanging off another guy. That made me break my only promise to my mother. That is making me go fcukin crazy.”

Jay scoffed. “Crazy enough to kiss another girl.”

“When the person I want to kiss is you.”

^ wasn't that just awesomely written? :D

J is looking for J

it hurts so muchhh D=
i already cried for CBU but i think i'll cry even more with
THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

ohgosh, i hate this feeling.
and i havent even reached the half of the story!!!
T___________T

*gets tissues ready*

COLOR MY WORLD BLACK.

Yep. that's how i feel once more...the suicidal syndrome i thought i have lost ever since that day...but whoever thought it would come hunting me again. No, not me. I didn't see it coming bit now that it's here. HOLYFCK. i think i'll just surrender to it all and die.

I'm so pissed at life right nao.
I can't actually say that im utterly disappointed at 'some' people
because i hate it when people diss at me too so why bother >__>
w/c is why im going for LIFE.

stupid, stupid, stupid.
just when i thought i did good...
just when i thought everything's gonna be alright...
somehow, simple turn of events would lead me downhill.
and i fckng hate this feeling!
i don't know if i should keep on trying or just give up
and be miserable cause there's no guarantee that anyone
would care!

i needed something. i always do my best.
but whaaaat..............................
am i expecting too much? am i reading these things too much?
or am i just plain stupid to think this is different?

i get frustrated at the littlest of things, i admit.
i overreact. i get too emotional.
which is why when things go wrong, im the most affected.
and until now, no one has understood that side of me.

why do they keep asking me why?
when all the answers are visible in the naked eye.
IT'S THERE! IN FRONT OF YOU!
i'm not happy at all.
there are times when im blinded but these times...
i could truly see what i feel.

im weak.........................
i don;t know how i could survive with how im going with things in my life. i always observe this and i could never erase the feeling that perhaps, no one really does love me. why is it so? am i not that true to you guys? am i not as friendly? am i not as worthy to be called as a friend? why me?!






I NEED A BLANK CD FOR GOD'S SAKE.
and i dont know wth i could ask for help.
no one's replying to me even though they're online.
even those of whom i call my friends...




See? who could blame me for running away from all these things once in a while? Surely you would get tired of facing them every single day of your life when you know they aren't really the ones meant to be there for you.

It's decided. im gonna be absent tomorrow.
Yep. Just because im in the mood of hating the world aotm.
:( i just wanna lock myself up until something nice happens.
i'll prolly come out of shell...just maybe.

:(

FML.

030310 - MATH GRP STUDY :D

abs diols, thankz poez!
i sowper loves you poez!
ganda ko poez/ hot niyo
poez!...YUN LANG!
goodluck bukas~! :))
-ganda karisse-

Abie=D
Salamat powzzz =))
Thank you sa pagpapatuloy
sa bahay mo=> Salamat sa food=p
haha. Goodluck sa exam ntn bukas!
Love you nak!
-mami kat & dadi onew

Abie
Hindi ba tayo pwede
maging gdmates nlang,
yung walang away?
haha, loveyou:">

Gedis,
salamat din!
=D gooodluck sayo kahit
alam kong matalino ka eh. parang
si abie =p
-kat & onew

GEDIS!
ang ganda mo poez! :))) =DD
-ganda karisse

gedis...
I labyoupowzzz :))
Salamatzzz:))
mwuaxh:)

BV.

i got lots more things to do.

1. Give Aika my bday gift for her.
2. Get Ms. A's and Ms. T's reply letters for my guidance project.
3. REVIEW FOR EXAMS/FINALS. : :((
4. Tell Pam what CJ wants to tell her... Okay that sounded wrong :( IDC.
5. ETC.

anyway.

i want to blog about my feelings for DARAGON.

SERIOUSLY. i've got nothing against Sandara Park.
Actually, i think she's pretty and dorky and okay.

BUT. What pisses me off is that she's getting paired with GD.
And God knows how loyal i am when it comes to fandoms
or even OTPs so i just can't stand this pairing.

I AM A HEEDRAGON SHIPPER. So basically,
hearing of other pairings *coughcough* makes me
angry.

Now, it's like i'm getting annoyed with Dara too w/c is
kinda harsh on my part.

I can't help it though.

Daragon shippers blow things out of proportion.
They READ BETWEEN THE LINES even though
there's really no need to do that. Ugh. And to think most
of them are Filipinos too. If i knew better, i wouldn't think
that they only support this pairing cause it's Dara and they love GD
and of course they'd want to see them together
and ARGH. : BV TLAGA.

Lalo na kung may mgrereply
sayo tpos sasabihin totoo ung Daragon than Heedragon. Blah-blah
*insert swear words*

LIKE WTF. O.O
Kilala nila si GD and Dara?! CLOSE SILAAA?! :(
Adik lang. Naiinis tlga ako. Diko lng tlga masabi sa fam
kasi Daragon fans ung iba sa knila pero grabe.

And dhil tuloy dun nahahate ko ung daragon.
It's wrong to generalize but damn.
Daragon fans are just rude. PERIOD.

Don't they know they're ruining their images to people?
And ruining the pairing itself?

Tpos basehan nila, dhil lang sa Hello performances
w/c for me is a pretty tiny object to get assumptions from.
They're playing detectives and try to connect
things about them even if hindi naman tlga ganun yun.

PUCHA. Tpos cinocompare si Dara and Sohee?
: Shet lng eh. Sasabihin ng daragon fans,
MAS MGANDA SI DARA.
MAS GANYAN, MAS GANYAN...

O______________________O

Okay?! Si Dara lng babae sa mundo? Sya lng mgandaaaa?!
PANGET KAYO? HAHAHAHAHA!

Kung anu-ano na sinsabi pra lng mapilit ung iba
na totoo ung DG khit WALA NAMAN TLGA. :

O, sabihin na nting ngaassume rin lng ako kasi
di rin nmn ako close sa knila pero ang point ko is:

THEY HURT PEOPLE WHEN THEY DON'T HAVE TO

CONSIDERING EVERYONE IS ENTITLED TO THEIR

OWN OPINIONS.

Lalo na kaming heedragon shippers...
Even the skydragon shippers are being bashed by those dg ones.
Ambabaw. Tpos mkikipag-away sila ssbihing mas real yung daragon
or may proof na sila nga. AMP LANG?!




ANTI NA KUNG ANTI.
HATER NA KUNG HATER.

bsta. galit ako sa daragon. :)
Angsasama pa tlga ng iba. Akala mo kung sino.
Feeling nila alam na nila lhat sa kpop.
Tpos ibabash ka nila dhil iba ung pairing na gusto mo.
Or worse, ibabash nila ung pairing mismo.

Well.

NEWS FLASH.

I CAN PLAY THAT GAME TOO.

FCK DARAGON. :D



*end rant*